My smile are force , see anyone i like to face them with smile , but don't know why i will smile , maybe me are speechless , me are nothing to talk !
So many thing , so many story , i wanna to say , but who can be my listener !
On this few days , i think i will be strong but NO ... i change my new job ~ cheyenne brand , sell shoes , to be real promoter ! But tired everyday and many pressure to me coz need hit the target !
i trouble now !
Suddenly be quiet , maybe today are big day! but for me , that is sadness coming ! i dislike somebody but force to smile with "it" ! After today , maybe i will be not worry anymore , coz everything will be fixed , nothing to can be change , hope that will be regret in future !
maybe u can said me are selfish , but my third feeling are very truth , hope so that are not be prove !!
When July second week coming ? i wanna know my result local University ! Can September faster to coming ? i really wanna leave my hometown , to stay my new life ! maybe i will miss , but i wanna see more , listen more , touch more , in other social , be a new guy !
