Haiz ~~~ 对人生就面临绝望!! 我每次都想...如我进不了大学 !! 我要做什么啊!! so confuse ...Other people saying me dont over thinking but how i dont think for my future now ... i so scared n stress !! Why other people can achieve good performance n result in every exam but i cant !! I always think STPM is more easy bcs when i lower 6 i got good mark n around 2A in end year lower 6 paper ... But now can i get it ?? The answer is cannot ... Facing reality la. ... So what i can thinking now !!! dont know ...
I want try my best in revision ... but what method can using ?? study hard ? Haiz~ I got doing many type of method for force i study !! Example :
1. close my old account facebook bcs for stopping my game !!! (This i really success bcs now i really cant open back my old account n i boring in my new account )
2. Stopping close with my classmate bcs i want a quiet study environment and want them pandang rendah for me ... i want spirit myself to force in book n not faceboook
(This i just success separa bcs now i really know i really need friendship without friends ... i cant live in my life ... But now i think them not prefer of me so just leave me alone in study with few boy friends )
3. Cut a botak for let myself know ... if not study well then will like my head 。。。Botak ..(apa pun tak ada)
So now !!!! can i be better after open school ... Can i doing well ... I just promise ... ~try my best lo~ haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
